Poetry&Stuffby
MARNE KILATES
MARNE
S
KRIPTS
from
Antinostalgia & the Tokhang
Rhapsodies
from
Antinostalgia & the Tokhang
Rhapsodies
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
from
Antinostalgia & the Tokhang
Rhapsodies
Poems 2022
Poems 2022
Poems 2022
Poems 2022
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
Communion Wafers
1.
Never come here alone, my friend Tobias
Warned, as we sneaked around
The old sacristy and I marvelled
At the musty vestments under glass, as we
Stole some big communion wafers from
A canister beside the gold ciborium,
Inside the duplicate tabernacle covered
With brocade at the sacristy altar,
And snacked on them in the convento
Of the mid-morning quiet, when
The corridors of terra cota and machuca
Tiles were empty, and Tiong Andoy the old
Sexton, Rex the organist, and everyone,
Including the hermanas,and the young
Pretty widow,
Had gone.
2.
Tiyong Andoy, stocky in his regulation
White shirt and baggy khakis, and all
Muscle underneath, was like a Franciscan
Himself. He was handsome even, I thought,
Ready with his thin-lipped smile, perhaps
In his sixties then, and he had his own
Tonsure showing under his well-combed,
Pomaded silver hair.
He could have been a bishop,
We boys said, as we conferred the title obispo
To anyone with a growing pate.
And Tiyong Andoy,
Hunched in the twilight, about to ascend
The torrefrom the rickety stairs
In the baptistry to ring the bells,
Was his own
Kind of gray
Eminence.
The real warnings came from him:
When he rang the Lauds at dawn,
With everyone still asleep,
The midday prayers
When we had lunch,
And the Angelus at dusk,
When souls were said
To come down from heaven
(Or to rise up from elsewhere),
And while recalling the Annunciation
We had to pray
For them
And the Word was made
Flesh
(Ora pro nobis)
So everyone had to drop everything
And better be quiet.
The last bells were at Vespers,
When the souls returned,
And on hand to make sure
No one
Lingered,
Was the head-
Less priest patrolling the patio
Of the stone church on the hill,
And we children of endless mischief,
Especially acolytes who were
Communion wafer
Thieves,
Slunk away snickering or
Cowering in fear.
​
​
​
​
3.
Rex the organist played part time for the priests
And was a full time college student. We, snotty
Sacristans in sixth grade, admired his supposed
Way with girls, or even the young widow assisting
The poor Spanish priests who had no one
To take care of them.
At dusk, I had my first taste
Of melancholy when he sang Liberame Domine
And he gently pumped the squeaking pedals
Of the small ancient reed organ, and the priest
In all his violet finery swung the censer at the catafalque
And prayed for the absent dead.
And the smoke rose
In the slanting light of dusk
(And Tiyong Andoy rang the Agonias
From the tower)
At a time when
I hadn’t yet heard of a song called
Deep Purple.
Rex also played for the theater group
In the local college and Tobias said he had some
Knowledge of acting and costumes.
And once, at the sacristy, when everyone
Had gone and the dusk was getting more purple,
We followed Rex and espied him donning
A cowled soutane, the brown one worn
By Franciscans then, and it was well twice
His size.
As he pulled the cassock over his body,
We saw he was wearing
A wire-frame something
Over his head and shoulders.
The whole costume fit him perfectly,
And as he turned he seemed more than
A head taller than he was, and we saw
There was nothing
Inside the cowl.
Tobias signaled to me to be
Absolutely
Quiet, as the head-
Less
Priest clutched his breviary
And beads and
Made his way
To tryst
With the young widow
In the late dusk
Of the lush
Gardens
Behind the Stone
Church
On the Hill.
​
Marne Kilates
July 18, 2013