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Communion Wafers

1.

Never come here alone, my friend Tobias

Warned, as we sneaked around

The old sacristy and I marvelled 

At the musty vestments under glass, as we

Stole some big communion wafers from

A canister beside the gold ciborium,

Inside the duplicate tabernacle covered 

With brocade at the sacristy altar, 

And snacked on them in the convento

Of the mid-morning quiet, when 

The corridors of terra cota and machuca

Tiles were empty, and Tiong Andoy the old 

Sexton, Rex the organist, and everyone,

Including the hermanas,and the young

Pretty widow,

                     Had gone.

 

 

2.

Tiyong Andoy, stocky in his regulation 

White shirt and baggy khakis, and all 

Muscle underneath, was like a Franciscan 

Himself. He was handsome even, I thought, 

Ready with his thin-lipped smile, perhaps 

In his sixties then, and he had his own 

Tonsure showing under his well-combed, 

Pomaded silver hair.

                    He could have been a bishop, 

We boys said, as we conferred the title obispo

To anyone with a growing pate. 

And Tiyong Andoy,

Hunched in the twilight, about to ascend 

The torrefrom the rickety stairs 

In the baptistry to ring the bells,

 Was his own 

Kind of gray 

                   Eminence.

 

The real warnings came from him: 

When he rang the Lauds at dawn, 

With everyone still asleep,

    The midday prayers 

When we had lunch, 

And the Angelus at dusk, 

 When souls were said

To come down from heaven 

(Or to rise up from elsewhere), 

And while recalling the Annunciation

We had to pray 

                         For them

And the Word was made 

Flesh

       (Ora pro nobis)   

So everyone had to drop everything 

And better be quiet. 

 

The last bells were at Vespers,

When the souls returned, 

And on hand to make sure

      No one 

                 Lingered, 

      Was the head-

Less priest patrolling the patio 

Of the stone church on the hill, 

And we children of endless mischief, 

Especially acolytes who were 

          Communion wafer 

Thieves,  

             Slunk away snickering or 

Cowering in fear. 

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3.

Rex the organist played part time for the priests

And was a full time college student. We, snotty

Sacristans in sixth grade, admired his supposed

Way with girls, or even the young widow assisting

The poor Spanish priests who had no one

To take care of them. 

                                   At dusk, I had my first taste

Of melancholy when he sang Liberame Domine

And he gently pumped the squeaking pedals 

Of the small ancient reed organ, and the priest 

In all his violet finery swung the censer at the catafalque

And prayed for the absent dead. 

 And the smoke rose

In the slanting light of dusk 

(And Tiyong Andoy rang the Agonias

From the tower)

                         At a time when 

I hadn’t yet heard of a song called 

                  Deep Purple.

 

Rex also played for the theater group 

In the local college and Tobias said he had some 

Knowledge of acting and costumes. 

And once, at the sacristy, when everyone 

Had gone and the dusk was getting more purple, 

We followed Rex and espied him donning 

A cowled soutane, the brown one worn

By Franciscans then, and it was well twice

His size. 

            As he pulled the cassock over his body,

We saw he was wearing 

                                        A wire-frame something

Over his head and shoulders. 

 

The whole costume fit him perfectly, 

And as he turned he seemed more than

A head taller than he was, and we saw

There was nothing 

                                Inside the cowl.

Tobias signaled to me to be 

                                                Absolutely 

Quiet, as the head-

Less

      Priest clutched his breviary 

And beads and

                        Made his way 

To tryst

            With the young widow 

In the late dusk 

                         Of the lush 

                              Gardens

Behind the Stone 

Church

On the Hill.

 

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Marne Kilates

July 18, 2013

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