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'The Huntress' by BenCab

Dusk in the azotea, swain whistling

From the shadows, for she couldn’t

See him without chaperone,

These seem what the whole languid

Posture of her betrays: far from the huntress

With her escopeta, sash gripping

Her waist like a bandolier of shots,

Unlikely accoutrements she could never

Use against the fawn at her feet,

Much less guard against the advances

Of timid young men, frightened as she was

Of the father that dominated her household,

Gentry stalwart, upholder of the status quo,

Owner of the wood that stretched just beyond

The walls surrounding the bahay na bato,

Where she grew up with novenas and scapulars,

And family dinners with the cura parroco.

 

But what makes her dream so blithely

Of danger in the moor where she leans

In provocative whimsy against

The twisted bole of a dead tree?

Whose incarnation was it she fancied

Herself to be: In her delicate barò and saya,

The crinkly panuelo hung from her

Shoulders like a Capuchin cowl pulled back

To reveal her fragile half-smile—

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In pique for a thwarted tryst,

As she hurried back and found this tree

To rest her dainty feet and shins

All wrapped in leggings against

Thorn and amorseco clinging to her saya

From secret paths of cimarron and insurrecto?

Was she protector of the hunt

Or hunter herself, the Makiling goddess haunted

By the young man crying her name

Before the fusillade of Mausers,

Or Sinukuan handing out retribution

For the violators of her sacred wood?

 

Tones and deepening tones of brown

And indigo, the vermilion sunsets

Of our race, our pleasant masks

Of tenderness and constant ease, leave us

Such pained beauty hankering for memory.

 

 

Marne Kilates

1 June 2008

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