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Mabini on a Rainy Night

After a picture by Ben Razon,

on the occasion of the Nick Joaquin Literary Awards,

                                    September 21, 2019

 

                                    For Joel Pablo Salud, Alma Anonas-Carpio, editors

                                    and the 2019 winners of the NJLA

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          Late evening and Mabini looks strangely clean. 

The street lives in this pretty snapshot at the seeming

Climax of the monsoon: rain pouring in earnest,

Straight own in the orange beam of headlights,

In the pure business of wetting, in that eternal moment

Around the crescendo of the relentless torrent.

 

The rain seems to have beaten the street cleaners

To rinsing the grime off the asphalt and concrete.

Except the graffiti and crude posters stuck to walls

And posts announcing or claiming territory, giving out

Telephone numbers for cheap or painless circumcision, 

Sewage suction, and general relief of maladies.

 

Along the sidewalks, in the glare of fluorescent lights,

The place is, again, strangely empty. Everyone

Must have made their way home, conquering flash

Flood or traffic. Or the denizens and habitué are

Just out of sight, ensconced in their corners,

Contending with whisky glass or beer bottle,

 

Munching on idle talk, ceaseless transactions,

The problems of the world, tall tales 

Of philandering, and peanuts or chips,

Barbecue, dried squid, all the greasy victuals. 

Empty sidewalks, yes, except for one stray and 

Persistent hanger-on: She looks as if fresh

 

From the shower, or just drenched as she sought

Shelter. Languidly she combs her lush tresses

With her fingers. Intently she works her cellphone.

Has she hailed her taxi or is she waiting to be

Rescued for the night, invited out of the wet

And into the cozy provisions of a bar?
 

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          We cannot know, of course. In this 

Business of putting words into pictures that 

Pique our interest, Mabini might be damp 

And chill in the thrum and murmur

Of the monsoon, but we cannot mistake

The ambivalent honor—empty as well?—

 

It bestows on one of the heroes of our Revolution.

An honor more in the breach, as they say,

Or in the irony of oblivion.  The street and the rain,

The lost Revolution, the advent of the Law

Of Brute Power, and the seamy business

Of the district intermingle in our reverie and

 

Contemplation. At one of the hotels on this street 

They are celebrating the business of literature, 

Of putting memory in order, so to speak, and also 

In honor of the poet and storyteller who once roamed

These streets, watered in one of its holes, and

Wrote of nation, colonization, and yes, Revolution.

 

Young story tellers and poets competed 

For the honor lent by his name, and hoped

That having been printed and recognized in a

Magazine, their words and memories could be read 

As well, and perhaps mused upon, in a time 

Fast running short of memory and musing.

 

 

 

Marne Kilates

22 September 2019

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