Poetry&Stuffby
MARNE KILATES
MARNE
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KRIPTS
from
Antinostalgia & the Tokhang
Rhapsodies
from
Antinostalgia & the Tokhang
Rhapsodies
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
from
Antinostalgia & the Tokhang
Rhapsodies
Poems 2022
Poems 2022
Poems 2022
Poems 2022
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
From Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon
From Journeys, Junctions
(a collection of travel poems)
Mabini on a Rainy Night
After a picture by Ben Razon,
on the occasion of the Nick Joaquin Literary Awards,
September 21, 2019
For Joel Pablo Salud, Alma Anonas-Carpio, editors
and the 2019 winners of the NJLA
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Late evening and Mabini looks strangely clean.
The street lives in this pretty snapshot at the seeming
Climax of the monsoon: rain pouring in earnest,
Straight own in the orange beam of headlights,
In the pure business of wetting, in that eternal moment
Around the crescendo of the relentless torrent.
The rain seems to have beaten the street cleaners
To rinsing the grime off the asphalt and concrete.
Except the graffiti and crude posters stuck to walls
And posts announcing or claiming territory, giving out
Telephone numbers for cheap or painless circumcision,
Sewage suction, and general relief of maladies.
Along the sidewalks, in the glare of fluorescent lights,
The place is, again, strangely empty. Everyone
Must have made their way home, conquering flash
Flood or traffic. Or the denizens and habitué are
Just out of sight, ensconced in their corners,
Contending with whisky glass or beer bottle,
Munching on idle talk, ceaseless transactions,
The problems of the world, tall tales
Of philandering, and peanuts or chips,
Barbecue, dried squid, all the greasy victuals.
Empty sidewalks, yes, except for one stray and
Persistent hanger-on: She looks as if fresh
From the shower, or just drenched as she sought
Shelter. Languidly she combs her lush tresses
With her fingers. Intently she works her cellphone.
Has she hailed her taxi or is she waiting to be
Rescued for the night, invited out of the wet
And into the cozy provisions of a bar?
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We cannot know, of course. In this
Business of putting words into pictures that
Pique our interest, Mabini might be damp
And chill in the thrum and murmur
Of the monsoon, but we cannot mistake
The ambivalent honor—empty as well?—
It bestows on one of the heroes of our Revolution.
An honor more in the breach, as they say,
Or in the irony of oblivion. The street and the rain,
The lost Revolution, the advent of the Law
Of Brute Power, and the seamy business
Of the district intermingle in our reverie and
Contemplation. At one of the hotels on this street
They are celebrating the business of literature,
Of putting memory in order, so to speak, and also
In honor of the poet and storyteller who once roamed
These streets, watered in one of its holes, and
Wrote of nation, colonization, and yes, Revolution.
Young story tellers and poets competed
For the honor lent by his name, and hoped
That having been printed and recognized in a
Magazine, their words and memories could be read
As well, and perhaps mused upon, in a time
Fast running short of memory and musing.
Marne Kilates
22 September 2019
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