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The Tokhang Rhapsody

(Or: The EJK Pieta)

He was tired of the world

That ignored his existence

Or denied him the simplest comfort

Except the love of a wife

The wide adoring eyes 

Of infant and toddler looking up at him

Sharing his small blessings

And his huge unceasing hunger

So he took refuge in the cheapest

Escape packets of illusion 

Regularly delivered by his vendor until

They came on a motorcycle 

Wearing bonnets showing only 

Their eyes searching him out 

Of the mute anonymous alleys of midnight

 

He did not have the strength to run

He was walking in a haze

Along the grimy sidewalks and fetid canals

And when they caught up with him

At close range the shots rang out

The neighborhood closed its windows

Turned off their lights 

So they wouldn’t be involved 

And could sleep in peace

 

When the shots rang out

The city had either closed its eyes 

Or turned to its late chores

The wife was waiting to heat dinner

If the husband came home 

From drinking or factory overtime 

The bureaucrat was tipsy driving from a party

The lawyer was preparing his brief

The doctor was doing his last scrub

For the late night emergency

The midwife had brought in the last baby

To suckle at its mother’s breast

The priest was reading his breviary

The funeral home had left its door open

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PHOTO: Basilio Sepe

When the shots rang out

The photographers received their alert

At the police headquarters

And they scrambled and motored to the site

Among the thick dark slums

Of labyrinthine alleys

The random pile of shanties

As if hugging and protecting each other

Trying to keep together

In the slow centrifuge of the circles of hell

 

And when his wife found him slumped

On the sidewalk she took him in her arms

And sat on the embankment

Cradling his limp body

And the cameras flashed

And the picture formed a soiled version

Of the mother cradling a dead son

In a chapel in Rome in immaculate marble

Which was what the public saw

In the morning splashed out on the papers

And the police and believers of the drug war

And that poverty was the fault of the poor

Mocked it as fake proclaimed it staged

And the public half-believed it

And the murders continued

 

When his soul rose and drifted out

Of the cones of lamplight and media floodlights

He thought he was still having his best high

And he didn’t know if he was

Laughing or weeping as he became

Lighter and lighter and he lifted at last

From earth and his feet could no longer

Touch ground as he slowly disintegrated

And vanished into the pitch-dark of heaven

Just before the first light

 

 

Marne Kilates

6 May 2017

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