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I V .   F i n d i n g   A i d a

P a g e  5

D R E A M   O F   T H E   B A R   G I R L

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We learned poker-dice at Lily Marleen

Where the fat Aryan blond with the icy stare

Served us steaming Hungarian goulash

Cooked by his Japanese wife who peered

At us wordless from the crack in the kitchen

Door. At the bar presiding over the traffic

Of chits and change beyond the receipts

Impaled on a wire poke on a stand

By the adding machine beneath the whisky

And wine glasses hanging from their slots

Upside down, Aida of the dark eyes

Under her Rossana Podesta bangs smiled

Her brown Filipino smile at us. Smiling

She reminded us of the imminent end 

Of Happy Hour we had better order more

Bottles. Smiling she reminded herself

Of her love coming to fetch her from work

In the glass factory where he was a union

Member. Silently he materialized at the bar

And sat beside us and we exchanged knowing

Smiles. Nursing his drink he waited patiently

To take her home to the apartment in Pasay City

And over take-home pizza and spaghetti

They nursed their hopes for the wage increase

If nothing went wrong with the impeding

CBA after which they promised 

Fervently to tie the knot.

The pictures in the glossy Der Spiegel

Are nice but we don’t read German.

 

The bathroom pine-scented and antiseptic

Warmly receives our excess liquids.

 

Who can divine the soccer statistics

Runic on the wall shrine, periodically 

 

Consulted for portents by its European

Votaries? Who can unlock for us

 

The hieryoglyphs and codes of capital

The incalculable risks of money?

 

At ten o’clock the girls arrive in their

Evening finery hopeful and nameless

 

In the arms of their fair-skinned

Escorts and benefactors for the night

 

Their hungers eager to be delivered

To boiled potatoes slab of beef sauerkraut

 

Their need to the soft caresses of the Dollar

For the well-being of the Economy

 

By the ardent hopes of Central Bank

Lili Marleen was a song

Helmut the wiry shiny-pated German

Who commuted regularly

Betweeh Manila and Hong Kong

Told us. It reminds us of a lost time

Of war and love and loyalty

When things were a lot simpler

Than now because it takes us a good

Number of glasses of beer

And bad wine and awkward glances

To make small talk

When you don’t know your friends.

                              

He tells us news about Manila

From Hong Kong—you know you can’t

Rely on the local newspapers—

Who’s making it with who

Who defecte to which side 

What the Expatriate Opposition is saying

How the peso is plummeting

The delayed flight at Kai Tak waiting

For somebody to finish shopping

Do these things bother you

Coming from a foreigner like me

It’s okay we can use some news

Thanks for Lily Marleen

We’d be glad to hear the song

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