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 E   R   M   I   T  A : 

D R E A M   O F   T H E   B A R   G I R L

( C i r c a   1 9 8 0 )

(For Danny & Dindo, fellow prowlers)

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P a g e  1

P R O L O G U E

On the rural roadside of caked earth

Turned by carabao sled, the word evoked

A pause for prayer during the daily 

Labor of rice paddy or vegetable patch.

No hermit ever inhabited this ermita,

But the brown-habited Franciscan visited

For special occasions—the yearly celebra,

And holidays few and far between—

 

And why the chapel is also called visita,

Speaking of remoteness beyond echo 

Of church bell, and further still from where

It began in the old Christianity of bearded 

Saints brooding atop pillars or burrowing

Into rocks for more sainthood, anchored

On cliffs and mortifying the flesh in caves.

Now it is farther too from its more recent

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Vintage as genteel district, pre-War enclave

Of Manila’s rich, and later of memories 

Of escape or capitulation or decapitations

In the advent of the Asia Co-Prosperity Sphere.

Then Liberation and the Jeepney.

And it bowed to the haphazard, hand-me-

Down sprawl of city, alternating between

Ramshackle and elegant and ignorant.

 

Then the rise of the field branches 

Of Subic and Clark, the invasion of GIs and 

Their R & R, dancing girls in holes-in-the-wall,

One-for-the-road after disco, VD, and red light.

At Ermita we soaked in the wading pool 

Of After Hours, paid the Bar Fine with guilt

And conceit, as we sought the Meaning of Life

In the tutelage of Bouncer & Mama-san.

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